LoveYou are the one that fills all my thoughts
And the one that brings smiles to my face with all the kind things you do.
When you say I'm special
I really try to feel like I truly am though I've never thought I was.
Each time you say that you love me
I sense it even more than the last time.
Though I tried to prove that you were wrong before
You never had any doubts in your words.
We don't know each other for a whole month still,
But yet again it seems as we have never been apart - you were my dream all along.
Though countless miles divide the two of us
I've never felt closer to anyone else than you.
You do the sweetest things for me
While my pure existence seems to be more than enough to make you happy.
You brought me even closer to God and helped me believe in myself again.
For when you tell me to work hard, I feel like I can do much more than before.
You call me your angel though I've never felt worthy of having wings.
Too many coincidences follow our yet short history
Which makes me kn
I Love YouThere must be some easier way to say these words,
but no matter what I try and say, the wrong thing might be heard.
I wish I could be there for you when you need me,
but it will probably not happen today, unfortunately.
I've been thinking over the same words for a while,
but I'm able to say them without you there but always with a smile.
There's always the vulnerability I've always had,
and it really makes me feel kind of sad.
Why can't you be here right now?
I need you, but the question is how.
I really miss your smile,
for it has been such a while.
Every now and again, I feel myself crying at night.
Maybe because I'm falling without a fight.
I want to be with you,
but it's hard because you might not get the clue.
Every night, I close my eyes and it's you I see in my dreams,
I feel like I'm not splitting at my own seams.
But one thing is for sure,
you're always in my heart and I don't want anything more.
Don't get me wrong,
I realize this sounds more like a song.
But everything I've s
do you remember this piece of paper?
it's from the day we first met
i wrote your number down on it
in case i needed help with homework.
do you remember this old Christmas t-shirt?
i wore it on the day you first put your hand in mine
it was then and there i knew
it had to be love.
do you remember this soft pink scarf?
i wore it on our very first date
and you said i was the most beautiful
girl you'd ever met.
do you remember this paper cup?
i was holding it when you gave me my very first kiss
i can still taste the coffee on our lips
there were many more to come.
do you remember this soft, warm bed?
it's the bed where we first made love
it's the very same bed i sleep in at night
and dream of only you now.
do you remember this grainy sand?
it's the sand we used to lay in on the warm summer days
and get ourselves a tan
and spend all day at the beach.
do you remember this beautiful bracelet?
you gave it to me
WaitingYou could be the love of my life
but I don't want to tell you
so I'll wait until you figure it out.
So what are we?Are we friends?
Im now past feeling.
Not even pain truly feels.
Im going to be tough
Work strong to prove my existence
Show you all out wrong
Though deep inside
Past my rocky shell
I still hurt, I still bleed
You never come over and talk to me.
I call you, you dont call me first
I give you presents, and you dont return the favor.
I bring you food when youre sick with strep
I brought you a present for your birthday
Ive never seen you use it
Or appreciate me.
Im confused, and youre not here
So let me deal with this my own way
Stay away from me.
Though how I long for the deep insecurity to be fixed
For you to wear your caring face
See my sorrow though myself
And ask if Im okay
And Im not ok.
I dont know if Im okay.
I want to run and cry in your arms
Have you stroke my hair,
And say its all going to be okay.
Then I would be.
I would continue being passionate.
But I barely see you,
Youre off at work